Ikut hati,MATI

the feeling of loneliness comes around..

i miss my family so much..those who never fail to love me..

For now, i want to live for them. To give my life to the fullest, only for their happiness..

Mama,abah, i wont let you down..i wont..kakak nk belajar betul2..kakak janji.

oh Allah, i miss them so much..
i want to be a good daughter & a good servant of Yours..

insyaAllah..

Ya Allah, berikan aku secebis kasih sayangMu, kegembiraan & kerahmatanMu..

p/s:niat di hati nak buat blog baru: A journey of a street smart girl. Tapi nmpaknye belum layak utk itu.

cinta

"cinta yang agong itu adalah satu pengorbanan
tak ramai yang sanggup berkorban untuk orang yang dia cintai"

-a quote from 'Selamat Pagi Cinta'

nice & deep. kan?

life & future

mase keje, keje
masa lapang,uruskan ape yang patut
FOCUS + dreaminG~ =)

terus!tapi kene betul!go!!!haha

ketika berumur 22 belum masuk 23
fasa hidup banyak krisis
fasa hidup banyak konflik
ada datang ada pergi
x boleh lari
kene hadapi
x boleh, kene buat boleh
xtahu,kene tahu
diri nak mase
diri nk ruang
diri nk sayang
diri nak faham
diri kene faham
ada yang boleh ada yang x boleh
ada suke yang duka
ade duka yang suka
suka untuk siapa?
hati kosong
hati terisi
kosong kembali
ada yang x kena
tak terisi dgn yang abadi
hati kotor
hati sendiri
taubat nasuha masih dicari
kuat hati
baru menjadi
nak kuat
sampai mati
nak teman
mimpi hampir2 realiti
situasi perlu dibaiki
rosak salah sendiri
pandai2 la bawak diri
insyaAllah hidup pjg lagi
selagi Allah sayang
selagi ada masa
selagi boleh
kuat hati
kuat diri
nak Allah ada di sisi
nak Allah kekasih hati
jauh tersimpang
ada peluang lagi
Suntikkan dalam hati
sepanjang hidup mengabdi diri
wahai hati
kuat
wahai iman
aku perlu engkau

why moon is so lonely?

because the Moon has a lover before. His name is Kuekuetsu. They are really happy being together, in the spirit world.There is a guy named Trixter who jealous to Kuekuetsu because he cant win Moon's heart. Trixter lied to Kuekuetsu, telling him that Moon want to have a flower that can only be picked up on earth. Because of his love to the Moon, Kuekuetsu go down to earth to pick up the flower for her, without knowing that he can't come back to spirit world once he go down to earth.
Since then, he howl the Moon every night, with all the feel of missing and he never can touch her again.
& the love remains..
Kuekuetsu means Wolverine.

020309:banca i-save=fizik

i face a problem now.
i cant focus.
seriously.
all my kerje seems so lembab.
huh
actually i dont like the product i buat right now.
keep on trying to re-arrange my work to make it tersusun
but then tahla
need to stay back kot
mengahambakan diri to something yg kite x suke.
huh
lepas abes ni,abes la penyeksaan
perasaan ni mase blajar fixik dulu
seriously
gile x suke.
tp kene jugak.
aduh.
cmni la rase die
sebijik
dulu boleh nk tido dalam kelas,ignoring the teacher & my classmate
pastu xm, bace sket2, jwb ikut suke
tp skg dh x boleh.
seriously
malas2
xleh focus.
xleh la cmni
syaz!!!!!1

Reality

sometimes
a very2 cute, beautiful and lovely story can make our day sad..
when the beauty of the story might somehow turn to be ugly someday because of you..
i mean it.

"Only he can understand what a farm is, what a country is, who shall have sacrificed part of himself to his farm or country, fought to save it, struggled to make it beautiful. Only then will the love of farm or country fill his heart."

Antoine de Saint-Exupery (1900-1944) French aviator and writer.

"Sacrificing your happiness for the happiness of the one you love, is by far, the truest type of love.”

Unknown

"To ease another's heartache is to forget one's own."

Abraham Lincoln

May Allah bless us & everyone~